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Diary
lol i am a person who obviously uses my Diary alot!! haha so go ahead read, post, comment, or if you're one of those ppl who critizises everything go ahead, too! lol xD
Full Circle
eh... it always comes down to this huh? Going full circle in life and heh believe it or not but, I finally went that full circle. (what do you mean? <smilies/icon_smile.gif *sighs* oh Diary, i'm talking about love. I know it's cheezy but it's true! I remember making this Gaia Avi, in New Zealand while visiting my family, and I was going through this weird thing with Damian (yeeeeah... I remember!) mmhm... now, basicly 3 years later i'm going through the morning prosses with Chris {my recent ex} wow, boy doesn't THAT name feel weird off my tongue >.> I mean this isn't any less painful dealing with my recent break up than it was when I was in school dealing with the Damian thing. I don't see Chris, I don't talk to anyone who is his friiiend or any of his family ppl or anything like That! but... a year and a half, not Even!, he broke up with me 2 months before our 2 year aniversery lol but you know what I mean xD (mmhm go on...) well I look back at everything and I... don't know why I chuckle to myself. Is it Really funny? Funny that I had my heart broken AGAIN? it shouldn't! lol I mean... it shouldn't... should it? idk I find this whole ordeal, this coming full circle thing, humorous <x) maybe i'm going crazy with loneliness <xD hahaha I guess looking back on everything, I wouldn't want to take any of the experience away. The hurt, the doubt, the insecurity, the fun times, the $ex, the bonding, the anger and Heart Break... it makes you... feel alive. Those memorys aren't painful anymore even though it's only been a month since me and my ex, Chris, last talked but no... it's not painful... it's just a quirky little thing life puts out in front of you and, as sick as it may seem (which it is <.< {shut up!} xP), it's been an enjoyable ride to come full circle. *hopeful smile*



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