Wow, it's been over two years since I've posted anything here... that's insane
Hah, reading through my old entries all I thought was "God, I was so hyper active and weird"... now I'm weirder but in a more understated and mature way
Anyway, I'll be 21 this year, don't know about other countries but here in Ireland that's a big deal. Dunno what I'll be doing but we always have fun with it in our family (There are over 100 of us in the family with all those aunts, uncles cousins and 2nd cousins!)
I'm finished college, (2 years done for those who read my last desperate entry before this
) but of course now, because of the current state of things, I can find any jobs... of any sort... I mean not even in a feckin' shop!
I'm kinda doing some form of full time caring these days. I don't get paid or anything, but I walk 2 miles both ways everyday to go look after my Grandad who had a stroke and then go home to look after my three siblings, 2 of whom have asbergers syndrome, the older one something higher up the autism scale than that.
As for a love life of any kind... HA!
I don't think I've ever even had a proper conversation with a guy! Let alone had any form of a relationship! I'm too socially awkward and feel way to pressured with home life to think of anything like that... pathetic right
All in all, life is tough, the money's not coming in, I have virtually no social life but somehow I'm hopeful things turn around... please god
· Tue Jul 30, 2013 @ 02:29am · 0 Comments