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walking down my mind to find maddness at the end of the road
maddness
Send Me An Angel


I journey alone. All I've got is me, myself, and I as I cross these dusty plains. I'm in search of something. What? I don't know. Hope, love, the answer? If there even is an answer. Truth is, the answer is probably nothing more than the breaking of the chains we call responsibility. But freedom is another story.

Wrapped around in an old , torn shawl, I cross these lands in complete isolation. The only friend I have is my heart. My heart speaks to me. She says "take this path" and I listen blindly. Honestly now I'm starting to question the whole situation. What does it mean? What does it really mean? I don't know. Like I said the answer is not clear to me, and even what I'm searching for is not clear to me, but I know what I want in life. I know what I need: It's love! And maybe that's what I'm searching for? I just don't know.

A slight breeze begins to blow as the sun sets on the tip of a sea of dunes. The reflection of the sun against my pupils reminds me of home. I gaze upon the vast empty sea with sentimental eyes. "It's time" I whispered under my breathe. I took my backpack off and immediately collapsed to he ground, exhausted. "Just one more minute" I thought to myself and then I drifted into a deep sleep.

Sleep (n): The cousin of death

Darkness.. All I can see is darkness. I'm drifting. Drifting into space, drifting into nothingness, drifting away. These sensations that I'm feeling... they're amazing. I'm floating; suspended in time and space, or maybe even in my own reality. I'm feeli- wait?! What was that?! A voice! A faint voice, carried by the wind. "....hey!.." She is calling to me. The most beautiful girl I know. Truth is, I don't know her name, heck I don't even remember what she looks like. She always comes to me in my dreams, and kisses me softly when I need to wake. "Hey!" she called out to me more clearly. "How are you? smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" she appeared before me with a grin. The most beautiful smile I have ever seen, and it has never shone so brightly before. Her beautiful blue eyes looked upon me with absolute content. She was home with me, and I was home with her.

I took her hand and soon the blackness that was soon to consume me disappeared and was washed with the scene of a scenic park. "My old life" I said with a chuckle. "Why did you bring me here?" I asked with a smile as we started walk towards a bench, diving deep into her eyes.
"Hmm well I just thought you could use it, seeing how the condition you're in in the middle of the Gohbe desert." We sat down, a cherry blossom tree overlooking us. "Ahh yes, the Gohbe desert. Well I figured what I'm searching for is close."
"And what is it exactly that you are searching for hun?" she winked at me.
My smile slowly faded, and I looked hard at the ground. "I don't know" I exclaimed. "I dunno.."

I woke up gasping for air in a cold sweat, a thin layer of sand holding onto me. "The perfect girl!?" I thought. "Does she exist?"

I hope so.

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