I've been seeing this guy. I don't know why guys always make me think. He's all confused about why I am the way I am. But I haven't told him all the dark details. I really haven't told him anything he needs to know. It's almost kind of cute how naive he is. So I started thinking about how I could ever possibly explain. So far my line to him has been "it all comes out in the wash". He seems to accept that. And it's as close an approximation as I'll likely ever give him, so not complete untruth. I am losing myself out here. I am breaking apart. But I just have to hold out one more week. Just one. And then it will be a new adventure and I do so good on the road. I don't like doubting myself. The questions keep me up and beg me to start thinking. I refuse.
· Sun Jul 28, 2013 @ 02:31am · 0 Comments