(this is a guys point of view....... wonder how its going to turn out....)
i had smiled at the thought of running away. finally being free. able to do what i wanted and not what was expected of me. the only problem was the fact that i met you. and i forgot everything. all i now remember are the images of you burnt into my mind. the way your hair cascaded around your shoulders, always catching the light just right. the way your smile seemed to light up the whole world. or the way i could get lost in your beautiful blue eyes. i remember your blushing face and sweet nature. but every memory is tinted in a shadowy veil. there but hidden just enough to make it too slippery to grab a hold and hang on forever. and the only image i can see clearly like a slap to my face, is the one where tears are streaming down your cheeks as you look at me with disbelief filling your eyes. the way your faith crumbled that day. and sorry cant even compare to how bad i hurt you. so i try to hurt myself just as bad. but it will never be enough; for in order to compare i will have to die, because i know i killed you, in all the ways that mattered. if only i had taken some time to think about everything i had. then i may have noticed that i didnt need anything else. for you were, you ARE still, my everything.
· Sat Jul 27, 2013 @ 11:03pm · 0 Comments