I shut off my head a lot more of overthinking today. I kept thinking about the cute kid at the ice cream counter as I walked town. I was a little nervous to go back, but I just needed an ice cream cone, today was so hot. He wasn't there, but I chatted with the guy working there nonetheless, and I found out what that noisy machine was. I learned something by small-chatting. I think I forgot to say a last word, something like "Have a good day", but maybe I will try again tomorrow.
I touched a peach at the grocery today. My mom picked one up, smelled it, and said "Aah! It just doesn't smell right! Forget it!" and set it down. But I still looked for the perfect peaches. When we got home and I gave her a slice to eat, it was a perfect peach. I am proud of myself for trusting my gut. I was right.
I look average. I think I will wear my high heels next time, just because I want to wear them. With some red lipstick.. Or I could just wear the clothes I normally do, and be my average self. I like my average self, and my weird prominent nose.
I'm happy today. We have a huge TV.
But at the end.. I still wish I could say I loved someone today. I want to come home to someone I look at and think, "you're perfect", a person who's nice and interesting and loves me too. I guess I'll have to wait a little longer and try my best to reach out to people. Taking one thing at a time isn't bad at all.
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