I just don't get my life sometimes...
I always work so hard for everything I have and yet I am always controlled by others or end up getting yelled at constantly.
I am always respectful to my parents always. I'm a good girl who has always strived to make them happy and proud of me...and yet here I crying my mind out because of how they are just constantly killing my happiness.
What the hell have I done to deserve this s**t.
Only god knows...

I just wish that one day I will be able to find my own happiness too.
Please god please
I'm slowly dying on the inside everyday