That is the mood I'm in tonight. It's like graduating seniors... They start thinking about the future and how far they've come and things like that. Now that I know for sure I'm leaving, I'm thinking about what this journey meant to me. It's not that difficult. On the surface I am 100% sure this whole experience changed me. After high school I went to Europe and that blew my mind. Then I went to Denmark and Iceland and New York and that FURTHER blew my mind. Living in South Florida for a year is like that. I feel like I've expanded even further. And I know the cross country road trip back home is only going to highlight that. Plus the visit to Nick in Colorado.
I just know, KNOW, that I am going home. If I ever fought against Santa Cruz before, I now know where I stand. That's my goddamn home. I love the Bay Area. I will ALWAYS love the Bay Area no matter how far I roam. And I love my family. And I love my friends. And I'm looking forward to not questioning that anymore.
· Fri Jul 12, 2013 @ 01:59am · 0 Comments