I can't believe this s**t. I'm falling for a girl again. But I barely know her. In the 6 months of increasingly frequent lunches I didn't learn much about her, just that she really doesn't let things phaze her. She's extremely easy going and we barely have anything in common.
It feels like I'm catching up on the missed highscool experiences of first love, first, rejection, etc. It's pathetic. I hate feeling this s**t, because it just makes me sad. I should adopt the Aiste way and learn how to care less, because right now I care about too many things.
I am too old for these damn feelings. I've been out of highschool for too long to do this, especially getting infatuated with people I can't get and at highly inappropriate times. Measures to counteract this bullshit must be found... but which?
Aiste and Emilija are the ones that told me to "Just kiss her! If she doesn't like it, she will tell you." Well...Aiste did tell me and had I not gotten feelings right after the kiss, it would've been ok.
Anyway... I have s**t to do. Ain't nobody got time to deal with this. I'll just keep myself busy and forget all about it.
· Tue Jul 09, 2013 @ 08:25am · 0 Comments