It really sucks when you feel helpless to help someone. I have a few friends who are just going through a tough time, sadly I cant help them. I feel almost as if I have to take their depression and endure it myself to do anything. At the same time though I'm trying to say strong for the people who need me. I've been doing what I can to keep a smile on my face just to maybe have it rub off on another and make their day better.
Sadly for some close friends its not working. I can barely even get them all to talk to me and let me help them. At this point I can only have faith in them knowing that they themselves have what it takes to help themselves.
To me friendship is a big deal. I didn't have that many friends when I was in elementary and middle school. Over the years though I have come to become friends to quite a few people, as well as an enemy to other people. I hope that one day though I can have the acceptance of people from all around. But in return I feel like I can give something back. Wither its help or just a friend, I really don't care.
My friends are the ones who made me who I am today. I've dealt with though obsticals and I know their will be more to come. I know they will be there though.
I really just need to be strong for the ones who need me right now. I hope they will come to me though when they feel its the right time to do so.