i'm so lazy nowadays...
like.. i get up, go to work.. blah blah
but when i get back home, i just dont want to do anything anymore
no motivation to do anything other than sleep for 12hrs a day
sigh... the thing is... there are so many things i WANT to do
but it feels almost as if i dont have enough courage to carry them out
it's almost like a depression relapse... but at least i'm not standing in the middle of the road wishing to get hit by a car hahahaa....