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My Nubby-kun, Nub, Donny-poopoo, Nerd
In early 2012, I met a guy-- A goofball, dubstep loving, nerdy, sophisticated, energetic guy. When he messaged me I didn't want to speak much because I felt uncomfortable with some strange guy talking to me.




Quote:
"07/22/2012 9:06 pm
deadmau5 7r
Hi, newest friend...!! I was really just requesting random people from forums and other stuff, as well...but mostly forums...!! How are you? "



Over time I became more comfortable and we started to talk more :brofist:




Quote:
"07/26/2012 9:11 pm
deadmau5 7r
Harigatooo...!!!!!"






Quote:
"07/26/2012 9:17 pm
deadmau5 7r
I like to put an h inside...it feels comfy... "



He made me laugh. Well.. giggle. :eyebrow:

I was always on and off of Gaia throughout 2010-2012 so we hardly ever got to talk much. At that time, I didn't mind. At all. Because I still thought of him as some dude. But when we did talk I enjoyed hearing about his day and helping out.




Quote:
"08/04/2012 6:48 pm
deadmau5 7r
It's okay...my day didn't go so good anyway..."



Eventually I started to open up and tell him about my life.




Quote:
"08/05/2012 8:17 pm
deadmau5 7r
And what did you do to get grounded...? :stare: "



On my birthday is when I started to bloom like a flower when it came to my emotions. I was indeed in a relationship at the time, he knew, but I do things out of friendliness. (Even though it was on the cheek...)




Quote:
"08/31/2012 7:05 pm
deadmau5 7r
Thanksies, Kinari. *kisses back*"



I started to notice things we had in common, such as thoughts and emotions.




Quote:
"09/01/2012 3:03 pm
deadmau5 7r
*sits with you* My life is boring and gray...yes I said gray, not gay."



Eventually he made me laugh and we messed around and roleplayed.. sort of. :sweat:




Quote:
"09/01/2012 3:22 pm
deadmau5 7r
Thanks. *eats the food coloring and reacts negatively*"



We stopped talking for a couple of months, which didn't bother me at the time because I understand people have lives.




Quote:
"11/20/2012 8:01 pm
deadmau5 7r
Jelly people, wuuuut...?? O3O"






Quote:
"12/01/2012 8:25 pm
deadmau5 7r
Heyo. "



Not sure what I said.. But words came out from him even though I noticed it awhile before he said anything :stare: :oops:




Quote:
"12/02/2012 10:11 pm
deadmau5 7r
I. :heart: you."



[He soon became my best friend! :yatta: After I explained constantly I was in a relationship :facepalm:




Quote:
"12/08/2012 6:53 pm
deadmau5 7r
*nudges head against your hand as my ears twitch*"






Quote:
"12/08/2012 8:28 pm
deadmau5 7r
*ears begin to twitch* :heart: "






Quote:
"12/09/2012 9:16 am
deadmau5 7r
ARF!!! *jumps on you* :heart: :heart: :heart: :3nod: "



Tell me he isn't adorabubble. :donotwant: I dare you :c8:

He tried wooing me again even though I told him I was taken :facepalm: :sweatdrop:




Quote:
"12/23/2012 11:20 pm
deadmau5 7r
How are you, my vixen? :cat_wink: :heart: "






Quote:
"12/24/2012 9:54 pm
deadmau5 7r
You really are sexy......very attractive being the proper saying. :cat_wink: "






Quote:
"12/24/2012 10:03 pm
deadmau5 7r
No problemo, mi amór. :cat_wink: "



:facepalm: Lmao. Very persistent, indeed. :drool: Not sure I could keep up with it.

Mr. Emotional :awesome:




Quote:
"12/24/2012 10:15 pm
deadmau5 7r
One question, though...why am I not in your profile? :cat_sad: "



Eventually I wanted to talk to him instead of the other way around. :eyebrow: But I was still on the friendly side because I was in a relationship.




Quote:
"12/27/2012 2:44 am
deadmau5 7r
Aww, no worry. We'll have time to chat later. :cat_3nod: "



He caught my interest with certain comments :kirakira:




Quote:
"12/27/2012 4:20 pm
deadmau5 7r
Really? It woulda been fun if we went together. I am one of the ultimate ravers. I don't even need the rave goggles for the damn party. I just glow with colors that I wear. :cat_xp: "



More words spilled out. :kirakira:




Quote:
"12/27/2012 8:22 pm
deadmau5 7r
I love you, Kinari-chan. I'm not keeping my feelings bottled up."






Quote:
"12/27/2012 9:21 pm
deadmau5 7r
Yeah...but now that I've said that, I don't know what else to do. "



DAMN STRAIGHT! :donotwant: I was still taken!




Quote:
"12/27/2012 9:31 pm
deadmau5 7r
Lol yea, gotcha... *heart races* ...maybe not. :cat_sweat: :cat_sweat: "






Quote:
"12/27/2012 9:38 pm
deadmau5 7r
*rubs the back of my head and smirks back* :sweat: "






Quote:
"12/27/2012 9:44 pm
deadmau5 7r
*walks over and sits down next to you* :cat_sweat: :cat_oops: "



How adorable, even though he showed me he wasn't a shy guy. (THEN WHATS THIS!) PROOF!




Quote:
"12/27/2012 9:52 pm
deadmau5 7r
Yea... *abruptly kisses your cheek* :cat_oops: "



Oh hellll nawwwww :donotwant: I was still in a relationship and he knew, after I said it 854905743763 times! xD

But I started to feel comforted... when my relationship started to fall out of the sky.




Quote:
"12/27/2012 9:59 pm
deadmau5 7r
*snuggles up to you* :heart: "






Quote:
"12/27/2012 10:04 pm
deadmau5 7r
*holds you close to me* "



But he had "memory issues" :eyebrow: :donotwant: (Remember I said I was in a relationship 5467894706734 times!)




Quote:
"12/27/2012 10:17 pm
deadmau5 7r
Firstly, that's a very long travel. Secondly, you should have told me. "






Quote:
"12/27/2012 10:23 pm
deadmau5 7r
I believe I told you I only memorize things I want memorized...have I? If not, excuse my lack of personality check. That's another dilemma."






Quote:
"12/28/2012 12:12 am
deadmau5 7r
I forget things. Especially after near-death experiences. (long story) Try your hardest not to mock my forgetfulness. "



Oh Excuses! Excuses! Or were they? :jawdrop: Currently, I know they aren't excuses because he is prone to pain, danger and near death experiences. *Laughs*.. His poor eyeball :awesome: (Its a story I won't share)

Then he had an episode of negativity. Which really doesn't last long.




Quote:
"12/28/2012 12:15 am
deadmau5 7r
I wanna see that. "






Quote:
"12/28/2012 12:16 am
deadmau5 7r
What life would be like without me. "



Then he snapped back into it and was the hopeless romantic again :bandaid:




Quote:
"12/28/2012 12:19 am
deadmau5 7r
*hugs back firmly* I love you no matter what. "



He is a goofball, remember I said that ALL the way in the beginning of this? I told him he has a special place in my heart like everyone else. And he said...




Quote:
"12/28/2012 12:22 am
deadmau5 7r
You're right ventricle? :kirakira: "

[He meant Your* :yatta: ] (Grammar Nazi)

He was my nerd.. Which I totally forgot about that nickname!




Quote:
"12/29/2012 11:18 am
deadmau5 7r
Nah, you're my little nerd, cuz I loved you first. :cat_razz: "




(Small talk that isn't important to you people so I'm currently searching for some that you people do care about-- lol you probably don't care, now.) :0a0: Oh well. :bandaid:

Oh! He still asks/tells me this to this day.




Quote:
"01/05/2013 4:18 pm
deadmau5 7r
You should totally come to New York when you get a chance. I would love to see you."



I see he totally forgot about my relationship status at the time xP




Quote:
"01/06/2013 6:37 pm
deadmau5 7r
I love you. o .o"






Quote:
"01/09/2013 8:52 pm
deadmau5 7r
I love you."



Eventually my relationship plummeting, I became depressed and wanted to leave gaia, because that's where it all started. And he freaked.




Quote:
01/14/2013 11:49 pm
deadmau5 7r
Why?! This is probably the only place that I know of that I can talk to you in. :0a0: :8c: "



Then he made me pissed more than sad xD




Quote:
"01/15/2013 9:47 pm
deadmau5 7r
Listen up...if you're really gonna leave Gaia...would you lend me your items so when you come back...IF you come back...I'll give it back to you? :cat_cry: "






Quote:
"01/20/2013 11:44 am
deadmau5 7r
Well then...I thought I could be trusted by you, but I see you're not the trusting type. :cat_emo: "



Ohh you think so? Ha.

Anyways.. He was still spazzing, like the little spazz he could be when he feels like it.




Quote:
"01/27/2013 9:50 pm
deadmau5 7r
Just...whatever you do, don't quit Gaia. Plzzz!!!! :8c: "



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Quote:
"02/10/2013 9:47 pm
deadmau5 7r
Oh, okay. :3 Goodnight."



[Long time of completely ignoring him because I was depressed. Not because I'm a meanie head!]




Quote:
"03/31/2013 11:54 pm
deadmau5 7r
Whaa?? What's wrong?? "



The same day I broke up with my long time boyfriend :8c: :0a0:

He was there




Quote:
"04/03/2013 9:33 pm
deadmau5 7r
Awwhe :c It's okay, because no matter what, I'm here for you. Plus, I sorta had a hunch something bad happened, so I found my way out so I can leave you alone for the time being...y'know...to give you space. But whatever the case may be, it's all good. You're forgiven from the start. c: "



I sulked for months! 3-4 months!

He was there. :kirakira:




Quote:
"04/05/2013 8:43 pm
deadmau5 7r
What's wrong...? :cat_neutral: "



[Months later] I was welcomed by a strange, dubstep loving, nerdy, sophisticated, energetic guy. Named. Donovan Matthew Perez. :bandaid:




Quote:
"06/06/2013 7:51 pm
deadmau5 7r
Kina-chan!! :awesome: :kirakira: "



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We started to skype, after I added him back! I took him off because we never spoke :0a0:




Quote:
"06/15/2013 9:05 pm
deadmau5 7r
Lmao you would say that xD say, we should message chat on Skype...!! :cat_3nod: :awesome: "



Did I mention he's a gamer freak? :awesome:




Quote:
"06/16/2013 5:10 pm
deadmau5 7r
Damn. I'm just a poor Gaian. All poor as poor can be. Oh well xP if I had amounts of gold like 54mil, I woulda bought Sephiroth's outfit (one winged soldier), his sword (Gaia-sama), Sora's outfit (Peyo's Coded Memories) and Roxas's outfit (I forgot what it was called xD) speaking of whichhhhhh..."










KINGDOM HEARTS 3 IS COMING OUT SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :cat_biggrin: :cat_biggrin: :cat_cute: :cat_cute: :cat_mrgreen : "



Thanks for the blinding yellow, Donovan. :drool:

Eventually, I opened up to his persistent "trying to woo me" moments.




Quote:
"06/21/2013 7:12 am
deadmau5 7r
*looks at you for a minute with blank expression, then kisses you* >///< "






Quote:
"06/27/2013 9:56 am
deadmau5 7r
*kisses your cheek* "



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The second night we skyped which was either June 25 or 26 we pulled an all nighter and of course he kept saying all these lovely things trying to woo me :awesome: and then out of the clear blue sky I said it, what I thought I could never say again.

"I love you."




Quote:
"06/28/2013 8:40 am
deadmau5 7r
I'm just fine. :c8: I'm not in trouble, nor was I ever :3 It's really all good, and I loved the all-nighter we pulled c: It was the best night I ever broke, cuz I talked to you, the one I love :cat_whee: :bigheart: :bigheart: :bigheart: "



. . .

Now he is my nub (Long story short, the auto spell on my computer said "nub" instead of noob xP) and my love and we are ABSOLUTELY perfect for each other.. (He says that like every day by the way) xP and I love him so much, he makes me laugh and smile and overall he made me happy again. I hope to move to New York with him after we're both out of the Navy and spend the rest of my life with him. :bandaid: :kirakira: :bigheart:

And that's our story. Thanks for reading.

I love you Donovan, my goofy nub. Thank you for waiting for me. c: You'll hate me for the spoiler! xD



Just so you know, I went through ALL my profile comments to do this! I had to go to page 47 out of 109 or something just to do this! Ya know how hard that is at 2a.m.? Lol





 
 
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