This life is just wretched. Its like when you try doing good for yourself and others something comes around and knocks you back down on your face. trying to get back up is always the hardest eyes blurred with a dark vision not knowing whats coming next you think maybe its over but this time its another kick leaving bruises and a heart that aches in agonising pain. Just hoping for something to come along and end everything, so you don’t have to take your own life. Everyday i wish for this. Something like a car speeding at an uncontrollable rate and impact that ends every last thought.

AGAIN. today was nothing but constant misery