London, England / 9:23 am / World Meeting
-It has been 200 years.......
200 years since i've seen him, the boy I once so carefully raised as my own, my own little brother....
He was my sun, star, moon,.....he was my life. How, how could I live without him? His young, childish pale face with a hint of those rosy red cheeks. Those eyes, eyes of blue, sky blue the always reminded you of the sky, that the sky was the limit and this child who was someone who could over come the sky. Just by his eyes, he would over pass that limit. The child with amazing strength. Broad shoulders he was made with, shoulders he could carry the world on, that is no joke. The boy with the slightest movement could so easily over power a buffalo and just spin it around like it was just an ordinary stuffed bear.
I wish this boy could have stayed mine, mine alone. That we would always be together no matter the trial, the test, the problems that were threw at us.
- Arthur Kirkland / England /
Arthur finished his entry, quickly he put the feather quil pen back in the ink bottle on the old oak writing stand. He casted a longing glance at the small paperback book moveing his hand and closeing it. He softly took the little green ribbon that was hanging on the end of the book, wrapping it around and tieing it into a nice neat bow on the book to keep it tied shut, for now. It was about 9:45 a.m. now, he was always early for these stupid world meetings with all the countrys. Arthur shuddered lightly, 'Country....' he thought a few times in his head. His used to be littl- big coloney was now a Country. That word now hurt him, just like rain, Independence, Freedom, America, Alfred.... Arthur shook his head a few times to clear his thoughts. 'Come on old bean... no time to get all emotioal now....you'll get to see him again, after 200 years'. Arthur then let out a rough chuckle knowing Alfred was no longer his and wondering if Alfred would have wanted to see him as much as Arthur longed to see him. Arthur looked out the window seeing Ludwig, Germany and Felicanio, N.Italy pulling in to the parking lot. "Well, no point in standing around might as well find my seat, have a cup of tea and try to survive this meeting." With that Arthur put the small book with the green ribbon in his briefcase sliding it under his chair and making a cup of tea. He just sat down when Ludwig and Felicanio walked in starting to set up, this will be one long meeting.
London, England / 2:30 pm / Arthur's house.
-Never again
Today was the worset day of my life. This was the first meeting i've been to since the war between me and America. The first meeting and one bloody hell of a fight. When it was my turn to stand and speak America made a comment about how I used to be 'so big' since I have a few money problems right now and I was loseing my size thanks to him. So I glared at Alfred hatefully telling him that he was a horrible young, bloody nation how could never grow up to become anything!!!!.....When I relized what I said it was to late to take it back. He got up and charged for me. I jumped from the stand grabbing my briefcase and ran out the door jumping in my car and driving home early.....Oh? The spots you see on this entry? Those are my tears. Yes I am crying i'm so ashamed of myself for what I had done, for how I acted and what I said. Those other spots are a few drops of blood, when I jumped off the stand I got a tiny slice on my arm it's nothing serious, it's a reminder of what happened that day, hey it's just like my other scars, for my other failurs.
-Arthur Kirkland / England /
Arthur wipped his eyes with his sleeve and slammed the book shut throwing the pen in some random derection not caring at the time. He slammed his head down on his arms over the book and started crying louder feeling horrilbe for what had happened. Arthur then got up and went to his room forgetting about tieing the book with the green ribbon again not caring anymore.
Mother.....You told me the book with the green ribbon will grant you your hearts most deisired thing.......Why did you lie to me? I want to love him!! I want him to be mine and I be his!!!
/ 10 years later /
Arthur eyes widen when he opened a box pulling out the small book with the green ribbon untied. He softly ran his hand over the cover of that book then ran downstairs to Alfred who was laying on the couch reading a newspaper. Arthur let out a small laugh and jumped on him Alfred letting out a small 'oof' before wrapping his arms around Arthur pulling him close. Arthur smiled and showed him the book. "Alfred, this book used to be my mothers diary. She gave it to me saying if I wrote the truth in this book and always sealed it with the green ribbon after every truth I would get my hearts most deisierd wish. After that one meeting I finished it but forgot to tie the ribbon so I threw it in one of my packing boxes." Alfred smiled listing to Arthur and sitting up moveing the smaller on his lap from his chest holding the book in his hand. "Your mother was very wise, but this book did not bring us togther your hope did. Well, seeing as this is a family tradition when we ever get a child this book will be passed down. Just like it was passed to the childs mother" Alfred softly kissed Arthur and smiled holding him and the book close.
You know what mom? Thank you, the book may not have helped me get Alfred, But the hope behind the book did thank you mother, thank you.
I get to love him forever now. He loves me back just the same
Thank you
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