I guess I'm feeling a bit sad today. I knew about this from the start, and it just makes me feel disappointed. I became boring, didn't I? Or did I change that much in such a short period of time?
I kind of wish I could go back, or go somewhere similar. My feelings are still the same, they always have been. I should have made a better decision back then, and the consequences are simply from being not being a little more selfish.
It feels like a break up, even though it's not completely gone.
Something is definitely missing.
I wonder who really gets most of my time these days.
There are some things that hurt more than others, and I'm not sure if anyone except similarly minded people would really understand. It's not just me that loses something important. I forced everyone else involved to lose something important too.
I wonder if it's only my side that feels sad over it though. They miss them too, I can feel it. If they were aware of me, would they hate me for it?
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