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Half of the time when I write in this journal I'm venting. Please don't think I'm a brat when I complain about the most trivial s**t..
fate?
i'm really scared... You know that really good friend i was talking about? They're the bestest friend i could ever ask for... a true gift given to me from God. Now it seems like fate is tearing us apart... but I can't believe that.

There's this circumstance... going on. My friend thinks they're done for once things fizzle out. And they won't be around anymore... I'm scared. They're scared. We're scared. I try to be strong, but i just don't have all of the answers. I want so badly.. to be able to help them out. it seems like everything is impossible..

But i know there is a God. even if things go the way they seem destined to be... I know God loves us. We'll meet again. I am hoping for a miracle.. because miracles happen everyday.. miracles have happened to me all my life. I know God is good, I know Jesus is great... I will always have faith. I'll always believe.. that in the end, everything will be the way it's supposed to be.. and I'll be okay.. my friend will be okay...

I have no idea what's going to happen.

I don't know whether by my 18th birthday not a trace of my friend will be left or they'll be by my side.

I don't know.

But I thank God for the amazing time... and whatever happens now.. happens. God will be with me all the way through it. Neither my friend or I are alone...

Our walk in life is never a lonely one, God is always with us. Knowing God is with us doesn't make me as afraid.





 
 
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