Gah... updates or some crap when it's past 2AM.
Oh hai. Creator's creator here (no derp). I highly doubt you'd care about these stupid updates since I'm not actually writing but here goes...
1. I have a job for the summer. Whoo! 6 weeks handling kids at summer day camp! :3 Do not let my close-to-monotone attitude mislead you, I am actually really looking forward to this. I wholeheartedly enjoy working with children, at least until they try to test my limit.
2. I've been having some trouble for a while with my inner negative thoughts. I couldn't bring myself to draw (sketch, you idiot), write or even read in my leisure time for the past few months.... It's gotten a bit better now (finally started reading again) and I'll try to get something started for the summer event soon (keep it short, don't rush, and don't try to overachieve or wind up not finishing again).
3. This is a personal note. You don't want to be a perfectionist. After reflecting upon myself, I realized that... I kind of am one. It's terrible, you don't want to be one (especially if you're not one) and please please please do not say you want to be one. This is where my perfectionism takes me -- When my standard raises (because of "improvement" or something in my mind) and I can't meet that standard after it's been raised, I will either a) completely give up hope and leave it unattended/not really put effort into it, b) despair because it's not up to par and become somewhat tired, or c) a & b. The latter for what's been happening lately... I've been so out of energy to do anything aside from watch shows/K-pop related stuff lately, it's been unbearable.
4. Oh wow, did you really read to this point? ;_; Sorry for wasting your time.
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