I'm really, really, really frustrated and feel like crying. I stood up till about two a.m. this morning setting up this special pirate party for my little sister so she'd have something to do during the summer because my mom is too cheap to do anything for her. Anyways, my mom wakes me up early and tells that that my grandma and our cousins that we never see deiced to invite themselves over and all she can say is 'sorry'. I tell her very calmly and polite that I stood up until two a.m. to set up for the party and even had hid the clues for the treasure hunt then she proceeded to raise her tone and say what was she supposed to do? And I told her, 'um, say no you can't come over.' I got over it, but something else that usually bothers me happened. My mom has this really awful nack of cleaning around what really needs to be cleaned, for example the yard is full of broken trash and tools so she decides to start to hoe weeds ... Firstly I was frustrated because I had just cleaned up all the trash and broken tools and she said how nice the yard looked and yet instead of doing it herself she decides to hoe weeds. My frustration reached it's peak. I know to many this is very petite but it really upsets me. Talking to myself wasn't enough so I had to write about it. I don't feel much calmer, but it'll be okay. I've been on edge for quite sometime and it isn't about to go away any time soon. I'm so angry that I've even resorted to blogging, I would never blog. I'm not myself any more and hate who and what I've let myself become.
· Thu Jun 20, 2013 @ 02:13am · 0 Comments