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Subscribe to me because I'm vain.
All these noises inside my head...
I thought I might be sleeping still.
But I don't put these inside my dreams...
I can try and fight these noises I hear.
I'll fail...
But I can try again...
I'll fail...
I'll realize they're my only friends...
I'll scream and cry right along side them...
Even when I'm right next to you I'm so far away.
All these noises inside my head want me dead...
I try and fight back..
I drown them out...
They come back louder...
All this pain can't disappear.
I can only hide it..
I'm so down...
Ugh...
I don't mind when people lie to me..
It means they care...
At least when they lie they're there...
At least when they lie I know someone cares...
I'm getting sweaty and shaking..
I'm so alone...
All by myself...
Don't wanna be.
All by myself...
No kidding..
It wants me dead.
This goddamn noise inside my head...
They're a lot louder today...
I can't ignore them for too long..
They get restless..
We all get lonely and so do my voices.
After all I'm the only one who can hear them...
So they must get terribly lonely when I ignore them...
Everyone gets lonely...





 
 
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