It took so much strength; I finally let go.
It’s hard watching it leave, when it was all I wanted to hold.
I watched it walk away, towards silver, away from gold.
Bad decisions were made, leaving the new for the old.
So I mold this life, trying to form it around her.
But a piece of me is missing because she’s missing with it.
I got my heart beating and my lungs breathing.
But it’s hard to live when your mind just can’t forget.
Every moment, every memory replaying.
I can’t stop smiling from the voice that still lingers.
I’m probably just a shadow now, while she goes off with another.
But I still miss the feeling of her tender fingers.
Her hair: so soft with beautiful curly locks.
That laugh that would make me laugh too.
We had meaningless conversations that held so much meaning.
Because I love everything I shared with you.
But we won’t ever be together in this life.
So I try to forget because you were never mine.
Though for now I’ll need to sleep in search for new dreams.
But it’s hard to do so when you never leave my mind.
Every day I live beautiful nightmares,
haunted by the most gorgeous ghost.
Watching it live with the unworthy,
instead of what she deserves the most.
· Mon Jun 17, 2013 @ 05:00am · 0 Comments