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Meh against the World.
I'm such a mistake.
All families have problems but not all of them have a main source. I am the source of most all my families problems. Before you start getting like a pity party I can explain and prove I am right. Here's a list of a few things I can think of:
1) Money problem's.
2) Emotional drama for everyone.
3) My dad's stress.
4) My sister moving out and having a hard time.

I can't do anything right and no body really likes being around me. I don't blame them at all. Gaia is the only place I can go to be myself and express my feelings. I wouldn't be able to do that in the real world and on facebook. So when I feel like a failure I get on here and right my heart out. I thought no one ever read these and I was still alone but then I found a page were you can check all the views and see how many people actually read my stuff and I felt alot better.
My sister just got done coming over for a visit and still their yelling and cries ring in my head. I need an escape. I need to get away from this flesh and the ruin of my life! I need a new medicine.

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