I have the feeling like I need to cry but I cannot do it.
For some it's so simple, they need to cry and so they cry but not for me,
For so long, I locked away my tears, forced them not to fall.
Forced myself to be strong.
But now when I need to cry I cannot cry. The feeling just builds and builds till finally I break.
My breaking point is stretched so far even I don't know where it is.
All I know is that I cannot cry because I used to lock my tears up deep inside.