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Survival: Letter version
I know it's remaining public, but I feel the need to warn anyone who reads this. This is essentially diary. It's not necessarily a depression journal.... That's just me. You have been warned. This is my story now.
Dear Kentrice,
This is new, huh? And permanent. I can't try to burn the Internet up to hide these entries. But I don't mind. I won't be saying anything too inappropriate here. Plus I need to save my remaining notebook pages. The physical ones. And this way saves paper. You know how I'm such a tree huger. And it's funny 'cause it's true.

Anywho. You wouldn't believe the day I had yesterday with the mini French terrors. Kate just wouldn't act right. It's almost like the girl wanted me to suffer! At least Max didn't wake me up at six thirty in the morning. He instead chose to keep me up every other minute of the night. Damn children. And you wondered why I used to not want them! Now...

I just miss you. And the entirety of the rest of my friends, of course. The ones I'll probably never get to see again. At least I'll be rid of "Stormaggadon, Dark Lord of All". I love her to death, But she needs to learn some boundaries. Specifically that no means NO. I'll miss Nychta a lot, too. My mom'll probably never let me go over to her place. Or yours.

I wrote a new song a couple of days ago. Of course it's about you, but no one can really tell. It's not as obvious as say, Army. I only have the lyrics though. I still need to get it down on paper so I can turn it into music.It doesn't have a title yet, either. It's a diamond in the rough. cat_smilies/icon_sweatdrop.gif Also, Did you ever get those Second Chances lyrics? I keep wanting to ask, but then I think better of it.

I hope I get to see you soon. I'm going camping next week, so I can't go to the pool with you, Nychta and Harpie. Poor Harpie. She chose just the wrong time to want to go out with me. Right as my mom forces me away. Poor Khristi, for thinking I'm hers. Poor Black for thinking the same thing. I just have the worst dating issues. At least I got you off of that list. I have three more to choose between now. I'm sorry again for hurting you repeatedly. I really didn't want to be like Shana in that aspect. I love you, even if you don't trust me enough to believe it anymore.
~Niko

NikoTheNeko
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