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Book of Nero
This is my journal. I am Nero! c:
I Remember When You Called Me Puppy...
For my deep inspiration to have been born from a deep inspiration, isn't that a great thing? And then, to have my inspiration's inspiration inspire me... isn't that even more amazing?
I remember when I was a puppy to them...but now many are puppies to me... now I'm family. But still, I am a puppy in the eyes of many, even in my own eyes. To live like you can always be better, it's a good thing, I guess... it's just dangerous if you're never satisfied with yourself.
I'm satisfied with lots of things... I guess alot of things that smart people think are trivial. But then, I'm smart as well... aren't I?
If I'm a puppy, I have to learn. But, am I even that? I've been called family, but I haven't accepted myself yet. I'm not satisfied until all my dreams come true... then I'll be family. Not only to themselves, but to me...
I've watched my change, and the old me would have been amazed with the new me... but the new me desires to be an old me one day, and when that day comes, I want to be amazed by myself again.
Growing and growing, the desire to be removed of their ability to look down on me, the desire to rise above and be the person I always wanted to meet. That's the world we live in... a disappointing world where no one can live up to my hopes.

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commentCommented on: Sun May 26, 2013 @ 02:47am
First off- Whoa! That's a few meta-levels there! Don't get in too deep, or be careful, we don't want this to turn into Inception.

Another saying I've seen is that you can't love someone else until you love yourself. I'm going through a similar phase myself, growing comfortable, although I feel as if I'm a burden and I wish to be independent. I must keep growing also.

It is in my beliefs, I do not know what yours are, that no human is perfect and that is plainly visible in everyday life. How can we possibly live up to others' expectations, let alone our own? I know I continually fall short of my own goals....dang internet and its amazing power of creating procrastination....

commentCommented on: Sat Jul 19, 2014 @ 07:47pm
I remember when I wrote this journal. I was so eager to live up to everyone's standards... but I'm not a puppy anymore. I didn't even realize that I was trying to live up to the standards of a society, of a people, that i didn't care about.
So, now I actually have my eyes focused on something that matters. And Rachel, our ways of thinking couldn't be any more different than they already are.

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