For my deep inspiration to have been born from a deep inspiration, isn't that a great thing? And then, to have my inspiration's inspiration inspire me... isn't that even more amazing?
I remember when I was a puppy to them...but now many are puppies to me... now I'm family. But still, I am a puppy in the eyes of many, even in my own eyes. To live like you can always be better, it's a good thing, I guess... it's just dangerous if you're never satisfied with yourself.
I'm satisfied with lots of things... I guess alot of things that smart people think are trivial. But then, I'm smart as well... aren't I?
If I'm a puppy, I have to learn. But, am I even that? I've been called family, but I haven't accepted myself yet. I'm not satisfied until all my dreams come true... then I'll be family. Not only to themselves, but to me...
I've watched my change, and the old me would have been amazed with the new me... but the new me desires to be an old me one day, and when that day comes, I want to be amazed by myself again.
Growing and growing, the desire to be removed of their ability to look down on me, the desire to rise above and be the person I always wanted to meet. That's the world we live in... a disappointing world where no one can live up to my hopes.
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