So, I made up my mind. I'll see if my d**k is working again after a (what seemed) long hiatus. Stroked the meatshaft about 5 times in one week out of a month or more while waiting for my pocket-p***y. May it's in working order now and I'll ask that friend of mine if she was/is interested in doing bedsport (aka ********).
It can't be worse than my first rejection (which I am still reeling from). Maybe getting shot down by the opposite sex won't be as painful as it was the first time around. I feel ready to be rejected for sex by a friend.
I did think about hugging and of course it reminded me of Christina. It's like my skin still feels her wrapped in my arms...almost like she's there. Hugging my bedcovers gives a barely comparable sensation, but at least it's something warm
O boy...forever alone
· Tue May 21, 2013 @ 10:33pm · 0 Comments