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Woooah its been a while again! Okay, journal readers.
I come to you in a time of great annoyance to me.
Friends suck, boys suck, family sucks, *authority figures* suck. But of course, there's the select few that make this all worthwhile.
And worst of all EVERYBODY IS IN MY BUSINESS!
They all act like I have some super bad secret and they assume the worst... but guess what.. im just a private person these days! I can't do anything without somebody sticking their nose into my business... is it such a challenge to leave me alone?
I really wish I could live on the beach for the rest of my life... with my own library... no worries.
All the stress I have is so unnecessary. It's being forced onto me. I used to stress out about every little thing but I know that as long as God is on my side, I'll be totally alright in the end! Terrifying things go down... but in the end... everything will fall into place.
I wake up not feeling too much weight on me, but as I progress with my day more and more is put onto my back and i fight to get it off but my efforts are useless.
One day I'll be okay.
I'm starting to be able to stand on my own.. I can handle a lot of things by myself. I know i'll stumble and fall but s**t we all do that. As long as I'm standing on my own that's all that matters to me... I'll learn. That's what life is all about.
And holy crap high school is ending. I'm going to cry like a b***h in my last day of theater class... but I feel relieved that it'll all be over. The pleasant sheltered nightmare will be over.
I'm so sorry for all that I've done. All that i've hurt. I regret it so much... God have mercy on my soul.
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