This week has been a ******** fiasco and that is really the truth ...
The love of my life was distraught about her mom and I said the wrong things (like always)
I unsuccessfully tried to comfort her
My mom was in a car accident
They told my mom that the car was unfixable
I had a tea party to cater two days after
We had no car
I wanted to cancel the tea party for 25 people, plus I didn't want to do it because my heart was breaking so severely
I had a nervous break down the day before the tea party while rolling the dough for the scones
My mom witnessed it
The tea party happened
My mom found out that the person who hit her in the accident was claiming to be injured and their insurance wasn't going to cover a rental car
My mom had a nervous break down 1. because the car was new, she argued with her husband over it because he wanted her to get a different car 2. we can't afford another car 3. we can't afford a rental car. 4. her husband, mom, and dad we all telling her how she should be handling the situation
I took her to the ER where my grandma and grandpa took turns gruffly telling me how she needs to handle this situation
My immature brother who doesn't know how to handle his emotions was having a hard time coping
My mom's husband doesn't help do anything
The kitchen sink broke
I have a household to run; again
At this point I don't know how to feel at all and I'm not even sure that I am feeling ...
I'm doing my damnedest to not completely lose it and to neutralize the situations all on my own to the best of my ability.
· Tue May 14, 2013 @ 06:58am · 0 Comments