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The Worse Kind
This new way I've been beginning to feel, I've never ever felt before; it is the most awfullest I've ever felt. I don't know what to do ... I have absolutely no one to talk to about it. I'm sinking and dying and soon I'll just give in completely because it's becoming intolerable, I can't fight it and I have no reason to fight it. I know what is causing it, I know it's because my heart and world are gone and there is nothing in the world that I can do about it. I'm utterly alone in this darkness, my love doesn't even read my blogs like she use to. I suppose that it's time for me to just disappear, not that anyone would notice. I suppose that my true time is truly coming to a close now. She is the most important part of my life and always will remain so though losing her was my own fault and this suffering is my own fault. Ultimately, I was my own ruin, it was all my hand.

Wicked Alyce
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  • User Comments: [1]
    You assume I don't read them like I use too? I read them when I get a chance. I work a lot now. Calm down, your over reacting.

    comment Kitty x Bones · Community Member · Sat May 11, 2013 @ 03:53pm
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