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I used to use this from lyrics and stupid things, but now all I know is that i can use it for my frustrations, since I can't really trust anyone. Why not just pull up a chair and sit on it? I don't mind people reading my life. Go for it.
just noticed something...
I made two of my friends start using this journal thing.
that's sorta cool, isn't it?
considering they never really gave a second thought about using it
until i did.
hahaha i feel cool.
at the same time, i don't.
i keep remembering the past, because like
one of my friends who
i don't think i should title as a friend much anymore but someone that i used to know
is someone that i think i influenced to use these things
and i feel more and more introverted by each passing day.
i'm slowly talking less, and slowly excluding myself.
no one knows it yet but
i am.
i'm shutting myself out.
i am beginning to get annoyed by the tiniest things.
my short temper isn't getting any better, and neither is my attitude.
i want to get homeschooled. i don't want to continue to wake up everyday to wandering eyes, rolled eyes, unwanted behavior, loud voices, mocking insults, and more.
i'm tired of this
i'm tired of public school
i'm tired of friends
i'm tired of being weird
i'm just tired of everything.






User Comments: [1]
taikuraii
Community Member





Thu May 09, 2013 @ 09:18pm


HWAITING RINN!!
fighting!!
keep your head up gurl!
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and you made me use my journals btw lol xD
and gurl feel better
know im praying for you, k?
k.
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LOVE YOU!!!!! <3
don't be sad and dont shut yourself out!!
keep talking to me, okay??
i'll always have time, to talk to you! smilies/icon_biggrin.gif


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