Guh. I feel so bad right now. I've been in a period of fear and psychological torture... caused by myself. I'm just reading something, look it up, and it's horrific. It's so bad that I want to die just to get it to stop. And I read more, and find more. It's a horrific cycle. It started in January with a picture drawn by someone. And it got worse... and worse... and worse... and worse. And it continues. I was my parents today. One minute I was laughing about YuYu Hakusho Abridged (specifically, Poems with Hiei: "I have my greatest poem yet! There once was a man from Nan- *DTV BREAKING NEWS*", Kurama showing up iou can not beliee this isn episode 7: *Psycho theme* , and Koenma talking about Kurama, Hiei and Gokei:
(On Kurama) Interests include nature, unnatural hair colours, dancing in the moonlight, and stealing.
(On Hiei) Host of popular DTV series Poems With Hiei. Interests include murder, manslaughter, killing, and long walks on the beach.
(On Gokei) ... Yeah, who gives a [CENSORED (Even in series)].)
, the next, they find me hiding behind a chair with my beloved bunny, Marilyn, crying. Because I was that afraid. I am typing while at my parents' house. I'm glad I was at their house. Otherwise, I'd probably still be screaming. The mind is a beautiful thing to behold, as it can relay images of terror that can cause such agony, and bring such joy you are afraid you're simply dreaming. It was like a horror film. At least I'm not Norman Bates or anything.
· Thu May 09, 2013 @ 03:19am · 0 Comments