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kesenai tsumi ♥
i use this as an online diary.
on hold
i haaate everything being on hold bc of my ******** injury. i feel like i'm wasting away. -_- i'll finally be able to do stuff tomorrow!! it's not fully healed but by tomorrow i'll at least be able to function properly.
i need new songs on my phone. shoulda DL'd new ones before my sis took the laptop for 2 weeks.

i feel kinda self destructive today. i'm so tempted to call up homies & get some fine MDMA. ughh i'm not exactly addicted but it's hard to fight the cravings sometimes. it would def help with the thoughts that i can't get outta my head tho. orr i can just drink myself to the ******** ER on the weekend hahahaha.

i really need a partner that respects me. i'm gonna be a trainwreck if i don't boot my bf and his ******** deadbeat cunts of friends to the curb. i'm so frustrated and unstable mentally i just don't kniw what to do and it's hurting me badly. these scars are deep.
anyways, 'me n broke niggas we don't get along' lol. but seriously i can never make up my mind, i'm all over the place and contradictory.

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