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Mon Histoire
Murmures de mon cœur.
"When you're alone, do you think of me?

And my diamond rings thrown out to sea?
And when you love, do you love for me?
Like harmony, a never-ending dream.

Oh well, oh well. I still hope for the best.
Say goodbye, and send me off with a kiss farewell.
And I promise I'll be just as strong as I can be.
Maybe you could get some sleep tonight."

I'm drowning in my wishful thinking again. I've gone over this, haven't I?

So where is this supposed to go?
This is one thing I can do nothing about.

    "...I'll just smile and make believe I don't feel a thing."

      But who am I kidding?

      "...That doesn't work for me."

      "...I'll tell you how I took one straight through the heart,
      And it's not easy to talk about."

      I wonder if any of them wondered if maybe, just maybe, it pained me too.
      They probably think I'm too heartless to have gotten hurt.
      I deserve it.

      "...So I'll just fly and hope that I remember the good times
      When it's done."

      And it's done.
      There are some times you just can't forget.

      It kills me, but it goes without saying.

      "Oh well, oh well. I can't live with myself...
      ...I'll be what you need; you can call me anything
      Just as long as we're still friends."

      Because that's better than nothing.

      "...When he smiles, well, it's got nothing to do with me.
      I'm not the one who sings him to sleep.
      And I've been talking to God, asking for just a little help with you...

      ...But it's hopeless."

      "It's not the first time, but this one really carved it in...

      ...It's over,

      I wanna see you again.

      I wanna feel it again."

      I'll keep you warm, safe in my arms.
      Til heaven calls, keep holding on.

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