As I lie awake thinking about how my life has turned out in this past year I wonder, What could I have done to make things better than they did. I wonder how could I have ended up in a better place than where I'm at, but then I think carefully and ask myself 'Would I be happy if things had gone any other way?' The answer to my question is no, I wouldn't be happy if things turned out differently. I'm married to the man I love and now I have a wonderful son. How could I ask for anything more than what I've been given? Yeah I could only hope that he would pay less attention to his phone and the people he's texting, but what right do I have to complain? The point is that I have no right in that situation, all I can do is sit there and be happy with everything in my life. The only thing I can say is I'm happy with my life.