I’ve had a lot of family issues in these past few weeks and it most involves my mother. I really don’t understand how my mother became my biggest enemy. She’s just too controlling and I’m almost 17 yrs old and I feel like a baby when I’m treated like this, seriously, who wants a mother to tell you when you can eat and play the piano (I need to ask permission to play the piano and I hate that cause I’m the only one that plays it and it was my present for my birthday too.) Gah! I hate it when I try to have a serious conversation about something important in my life, she just yells at me about my ‘terrible’ choices and tells me to live my life as a perfect daughter by her standards.
I’ve just given up talking properly to her, but now she just yells and screams about how she just wants to kill herself and tells my father and my sister and brothers that it’s our fault, when we just tried to be nice and help her. I don’t know why she needs to announce to us that she wants to die, just do it, not really, just I don’t want her to say it so happily. (She also said she wants to move away from us, for we are controlling her, but it’s the other way around.)
I really hate this feeling of portraying her as a terrible person, but it isn’t my fault that she turned this way. I really just want to move away from this city (I live in Perth, Australia) and move to the other side to Sydney to live with my best friend and his mother ( she’s like a second mother) and I most likely will move out by the end of this year, or maybe sooner ( like transfer schools and repeat a year) and not see them ever again.
I think this is the end of my little rant. I felt better writing it down smile
· Mon May 06, 2013 @ 05:41am · 0 Comments