I feel like a dream or a wish that is trying to be extinguished: it is such a new feeling for me. I am falling apart, even my mom notices my deterioration. I am at an utter lose as of what to do, I don't know what to do whatsoever. I honestly just give up on everything. Everyday I crumble and crack and it's not hairline cracks but glacier cracks; I hear those glacier cracks once a day and I try to fill them and it is only in vain. I'm scared, I'm terrified and I'm not normally the type of person to be scare for no reason. This isn't going to be a good ending, this is only the begging of the suffering that will only increase.
· Mon May 06, 2013 @ 12:26am · 0 Comments