Last night I came to the realization that how I am acting towards my past love is not okay. I know her so well and she knows me, this notions I keep getting are sickening, I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's my bipolarism or obsessive compulsive ... I need to give her space because I am only smothering her. Partially, it was also due to the fact that I love her madly and many of is know that love can drive us to do crazy, insane things. I can be anything she needs and I will just to be close to her and if being a best friend is good enough for her it's good enough for me. I just want to be close and take care of her, I'll be her guardian. I'd do anything for her and I just need to calm down and stop smothering and I will.
P.S. This is why I don't have friends, I smothering and freak out.
· Fri May 03, 2013 @ 06:33pm · 0 Comments