familiar sinking feeling always around finals
not much time to learn all the calculus; stressed
as usual flirt with thoughts of suicide jokingly and realize these crap grades are not worth dying for so it's probably alright and won't matter in the long run but in the here and now it's quite distressing
found this song on my ipod didn't know i had it but it's cute. so proud, mr. little jeans gonna be in the iron man movie. she deserves it. love her.
all my math tutors think i'm retarded and recommend i go study. bby i can't learn nothing unless someone shows me how it's done. the textbook don't make no sense.
i hope i don't fail this one.
k gotta sleep so i can wake up in 5 hours to keep cramming. would kill for a math tutor to follow me around all day tomorrow but nope. gonna waste 3 hours at the hospital orientation too.
can't wait til it's all over. wonder when i'll know that it's time to give up.
maybe prolly just gonna try for something less rigorous, like optometry school. but even that s**t need a 3.5 and bs or above man. there goes half my premed credits.
i thought i'd exploode if i didn't get to gripe about this here lol. so much stress and can't say a word to anyone. so tempted to just run up to my boyfriend's dorm and have a breakdown, but i mean no one needs that kind of drama. ain't got time for that. aren't we all panicked. i hate the college system. these last-minute exams should not be worth 30% of our grade. that's bs.
uhhhh. yeahhh. ok that's all.
on the upside, um. yay gay marriage in france idk.