Note to the 'X' No. 4
My thoughts and emotions have been utterly neutral.
In our current situations, realistically, our futures don't look too good. We shouldn't have split up at least before we had each other and that was something now we have nothing. Just under two months of our separation and I call it quits; I utterly succumb and surrendered fully to life. I've been fighting and struggling to no avail; I don't understand life at all and without you makes it so much worse. I'm tired and exhausted in every aspect and can't continue; I honestly don't know what this means but deep down inside my intuition is promising me something that will make it better. My intuition is telling me that it is very, very close at hand and my full potential may be realized, that what I've dreamed will become. But utterly and truly I don't know what it means.
You know, we really are meant to be; but in my heart you'll always be that sweet, badass, German rockstar Princess I met so many years ago. I love you and miss you and all I regret is how awfully I treated you. It wasn't your fault Gustavia left me and I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you and I never really ever wanted to break up with you.
· Mon Apr 29, 2013 @ 12:20pm · 0 Comments