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Subscribe to me because I'm vain.
Bored, and I'm back from the emergency room again!
This time as a precaution, my heart started hurting again.
I thought I was going to have a heart attack again.
I really wasn't scared I was going die, I was scared of something stupider.
It's either realism aka pessimism or optimism aka bullshit.
I alone know which ideas are becoming attractive as of late.
Wicked tricksy false.
Well maybe other people can tell, I don't think I'm very hard to read.
I think it's just because I don't care too much anymore what people think of me.
Maybe it's because I feel sort of lonely as of late.
It's amazing how some people can completely change how you feel about yourself.
I swear this new medication is ******** with my brain.
It's painful... it burns us it burns us it burns us
I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, but I promised Christine.
I'll most likely just end up reading Alex's book.
Expelling stupid ideas from my brain....
This s**t is ******** with me and I can't take it, I can't handle it.
Suicide is the only way out, it's coming and I can't stop.
Sooner or later I'll have no choice.
The wretched calls me it's not enticing, but I have no choice.
Part of me wants to say, but I must be leaving!
lol..
If I could be immortal I think I'd do it.
Think of all the...naughteeey...things I could do..lol...I will make myself laugh later.
Laws would no longer apply. life would have a meaning!
A horrible one, but nevertheless!
Here comes the moon again.
I slept all day Saturday.
I dreamed of Jessie, and the prerelease for Magic I went to.
I dreamed of Alex and Emily.
I dreamed of Christine and Laura.
It's all bits and pieces, but yeah I remember some minor parts.
Emily asked to see my d**k? lol.
Christine tried to rape me.
Laura, and I hung out on her couch.
Alex came in and said that was our thing.
I said sorry, and left.
That's when I met Jessie I think?
Oh I ended up having a Dejavu though today so yeaah.
I guess that was there somewhere.
I'm going to shave soon, my beard is getting itchy.
If only it didn't grow in patches.

This song is stuck in mah head!
Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
Fire at will - yeah I would kill
Yeah I would freeze the hell all over just to get a chill
Yeah I would slay - Yeah I would maim
Yeah I would vanish in thin air and reappear again
Be right in the squares, yeah I would be sincere
Yeah I would lie, Yeah I would lie
Yeah I would be there waking up the dead to get a thrill
I say yeah - I say yeah

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

Take your time - you'll be fine
Yeah there is nothing wrong with this
you ain't commit no crime
You don't know why it passed you by
You search for something never found
Along these lines
Someday you may turn around and terrify
You can't deny - You crucify
Would you get down in the gutter
Swallowing your pride
I say yeah - I say yeah

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

All that you get is much less
than you deserve
Leaving for now
Someday I may return
Yeah!

Would you love a monsterman

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

Yeah!












 
 
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