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I used to use this from lyrics and stupid things, but now all I know is that i can use it for my frustrations, since I can't really trust anyone. Why not just pull up a chair and sit on it? I don't mind people reading my life. Go for it.
Wants + Cravings = Unnecessary.
So today... I went to Townsquare. It's like, an outdorsy-like mall. But prettier, with a park, meh. I went there with a friend, and slowly...
I began to crave for a boyfriend.
It's the first time I've ever craved for one.
Then I went to the guitar center, and I saw this one guy playing the piano, and acoustic guitar...
He was beautiful. I don't know how to describe him.
I can't get him off my mind either, and I highly doubt I'll be able to meet him.
Life is harsh, but I guess I have to keep waiting for that never-ending hug, and to get those sweaty hands from holding "his" hand for so long...
And I'm tired of an LDR.
Yanno why? Because I want to be clingy, but not so clingy with someone.
I want to kiss their cheek.
I want to hold their hand.
I want to give them the best kiss.
I want to whisper them sweet nothings.
I want to see them everyday.
And... I'm just so selfish and cheesy right now.
This is all just so...
Unnecessary.





 
 
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