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I told Tyler that I didn't like him and he should just move on because I wasn't going to date him. He saw the message, and hasn't spoken to me since. Oh well. I love Kevin and he can't do anything to change that. He's nothing I look for in a guy. He doesn't have the same taste in music, he's not that attractive (I know that's not the only thing that matters, but being physically attracted to someone is important.), and he doesn't understand me the way Kevin did. He's just wrong for me and I wanted to end it before it even started. He shouldn't be too upset about it because nothing happened between us.
As cliche as it may sound, I believe Kevin is my soul-mate. We just connected it seemed on such a personal level. I've never felt that way about anyone before. I just fell so hard for him, and he left without even giving me a reason as to why. It broke my heart, and it's still broken. Nobody but him can fix it, so I'm going to wait for him to do so. I'm not sure if he'll come back to me, but if he does I'll be waiting with my arms wide open and I'll greet him with a smile.