I think I have finally found the reason I am not a pleasure to talk to or to be around. I am too negative, and I am super quiet. When I do speak, it's all negative. You're probably thinking, well change that. The answer is, no. I can't. It's who I am. I am sorry I am so awkward and stupid and emotional. I don't like it either. It's a burden. The thing is though, is that I care way too much about even the smallest of things. In the end, I stand alone, because I have pushed so many other people away. I'd give anything to be a happy, bubbly, outgoing girl, with a lot of friends and the ability to go out and have a good time with them. Sadly, I am not that kind of girl. I hope you all understand.
· Mon Apr 22, 2013 @ 02:09am · 0 Comments