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The content of this journal can range from passing thoughts in the style of stream of conciousness to intense stories, poetries, and prose.
I'm Sorry: A Poem
My brain, devoid of oxygen, calls out,
Burning with the desire to reclaim the words of my mouth.
My lips are sealed, my hands are trembling with the fortitude of an earthquake;
My heart won’t stop pounding as my legs continue to jump and shake,
Neurons firing violently tear at my psyche—demanding it to feel the pain I cannot express;
My breath is shallow, my lungs are hollow, as if my chest has undergone duress.
My neck is whipped, reeling, causing a convergence of feelings that disrupt the harmony within my veins,
Oh, how I wish I could retain the physical agony, the sheer pain!
My world is constantly spinning with the ebb and flow of emotions,
Stripping me of my sanity with such unequivocal devotion.

I have no shame!
Allowing you to take the blame,
For what I deservedly pursued,
My hands were thrown to action,
And my thoughts, blind to all inaction,
Devoured each other like the convergence of twin Snakes: a continuous cycle of emptiness.
My corpus is the essence of distress,
And my heart is empty, ripped from my chest,
Presented to you in such times of unrest.

You see,
I cannot recover the hurt I have done you,
For if it were my choice, I would lift the burden which you now bear,
But you must understand that I die when you cry, even when you cry when I die, for my love is true,
And now I quiver out of fear, that in the future, more pain shall you share.

*Commissioned for TheChad765

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