I feel so alone. I feel like my heart has been ripped out and played with. I miss him so much I feel so hollow. Like I can't do anything but think about him. I never shared anything with him that is so special that would make me feel this way. There are so many more things in this life that I should be crying over. Yet the only thing is him. I miss him so much and yet he wont ever know because I wont be given a chance to show him. I feel like everything I ever knew has been reversed and shoved into a garbage eater. Like that one dream that a little kid has for when he or she grows up and someone comes into their lives and tells them you cannot reach your dream and then they leave.
· Wed Apr 10, 2013 @ 05:41am · 0 Comments