When I see people crying, I hate myself even more. I know it sounds stupid and self-centered but I just think about how pathetic I really am and how I’m a horrible friend to them because I can’t get them to stop crying. I want them to be happy even when I’m not so that I know at least when I leave they will be fine. It kills me inside. I care about them and I really do love them and I want to cry when I see them cry…like somehow we’re connected. I want to make people happy to the point where they cry of happiness then I can leave and rest in peace.
· Wed Apr 10, 2013 @ 03:37am · 0 Comments