Sometimes I wish I was ambitious.
To do things and not give up.
I wish I was social and able to network.
To make friends and enemies on the dime.
I wish I could do anything I want.
I want the world. The moon. The stars..
And someone by my side..
Through and through my works and mind.
I don't believe in a lot of things. I have my own opinion. I can do and even live without a lot of things. I know I wouldn't make a great leader or even a good one. I don't always follow through with my plans. And know that they aren't very good. I am not very talkative, with very few friends and need someone to speak for me. Not always doing what's right, but I try.. I can speak up for myself. I have my own voice, but it's not always there. I am fine with second in command. I wont force my views on others, but I like to share it. I would work hard if I had to.. if it had a purpose.
I've just been... thinking a lot about things. About my life. The past, now and future.
I believe there is one, but for me? I am not sure yet. My mind is cloudy on that.
It's like, I can see-- no, I just know.. what will happen of which future I choose now..
Some deep s**t is what I'm saying.
Warning: Please do not take the things I say seriously. I get p cray when tired.
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