Okay so I'm back livin' with my sexy step-daddy (I tease him about it all the time but he knows it. lol) He got a new job in Fort Meyers, Florida so still stuck in the south (boo!) but on the super super plus side Florida's soooooo not really the South! It's weird that the further north you go the more ignornat people are so vise versa. Plus omg the wheater it's just the best I'm in love!
The warm wheater also means i can pretty much wear whatever I want and I mean really cause my step dad found out about my umm wardrobe and he totally supports me! So I feel for the firs time sooo much better and loved and accpeted rather then living wiht my b***h of a mom and her stupid family. Arrrgh!
*deep breath* Ahem. Happy thoughts!
One thing bugging me is umm..well I tease my stepdad a lot. I mean really tease him. But now that he knows I like guys (OMG he found one of my journals on here! I was soi embarseed!) but he didn't say anything he said he was just glad I had somewhere to express my self.
...annnd then he smacked me on the butt and walked out of the room with me blushing.
OMG I have nooo idea. I mean ugh! Confused. I've had fantasies but their just fantasies.
Part of me keeps saying "omg what r you doing?!"...but oh wow a realy really REALLY big part of me has been thinking about this for a long time. All those jerks I've dated..I've alwasy been trying to fidn someone who reminds me of my stepdad. Tall, funny, smart, playful, understanding, strict, someone I can tease and tease till they put me in my place.
Maybe nothing happnes...buuuuut he's working from home. And it is pretty hot this summer and I'm not in classes. Haven't made any new friends yet. I'll be in the house for awhile ^^
Maybe just maybe I go dowstairs and tease him in my high heels, he hasn't seen me wear them yet. lol. Just in my bright orange booty shorts and blue tank. Bend over in front of the fridge to get some milk while he's in the kitchen..
...Ah! Be a good boy! *slaps self*
Anywho write later! Bye! **blows kiss*
I'm not soooo good at this sort of thing. But I luv bein' creative! And I love making new friends! So maybe this will help? lol. I don't know where I'm going with this , but I'm having fun with it!