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This is me<3
This is a journal about my every day life. I'll be writing about some things that some of you may be going through, went through, or will be going through at some point in your life. I hope that this journal helps you understand that you are not alon
How I feel
Since its hard for me to tell people how I feel, I write it down. Either just describing it, or I write it in songs. Nobody really pays attention to the lyrics in my songs. They just think that I'm writing for fun, but I'm trying to tell them how I feel.
In my new song "You're the One", I'm trying to tell my friend Daniel that I like him, but I'm afraid to because I don't want him to start ignoring me or somethin like that. And its basically telling him how I feel about him.
Have you ever liked someone so much, you just smile at the thought of them, or smile at every single txt message they send you? But then you begin to remember that they like someone else, or that they would never go for someone like you? And then it kills you on the inside, and your heart hurts...but the pain is far more worse than physical pain because its emotional. This pain just won't go away, so you try to forget about that person. You say you're over them, but it's all a lie because every time you see them, or hear their voice, you fall more and more for them.
You try to stop, but you can't, and there's just no other person who can replace them or make your heart beat as fast as they do. That's how I am with Daniel. I want to tell him how I feel, but I can't. And I most likely won't....and it kills me every second. I don't express my feeling aloud because its easier to do when I write.

MyLittleGummyBear
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  • 05/26/13 to 05/19/13 (1)
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