At times I find it to be appropriate to crash in on myself. In a way it is a refresher and teaches me and makes me stronger. When I do this I usually give up a lot of things that I was currently doing and replace them with something else or new. It is sort of a drastic alteration. For example, mostly I spend most of my time online playing silly games or just doing nothing. I am thinking of crashing in on myself soon and giving up the internet for just important things and revitalizing the way I use to be. I am unsure if this revitalization will do anything, I am hoping it will. I am planning to going back to the positive things I use to do when I was younger which include reading, writing, listening to classical music, meditating, not listening or reading news, day dreaming, waiting for my love to come back to me, and several other things. Originally I was planning on retiring from Gaia in about five years, but I believe that it will be much sooner. I am hoping to set goals for myself this month because I cannot continue the current way things are for me. I believe that I need to return to the spiritualist that I once was; it's pretty much a personal belief that I believe in, it isn't really based on a specific religion. I'm a very special odd individual outside of the color spectrum.
· Mon Apr 08, 2013 @ 01:29pm · 0 Comments