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Today's misson...
My Life Again
Some lord of chaos Unicron turned out to be. You'd think after Starscream up and ditching him and Galvatrons betrayel he'd have learned not to employ 'lesser beings'.

Of course I held up my end of the bargain; I'm no cheat. I didn't promise not to mention all of my strengths and weaknesses and location to that univereses Autobots, however. Took him completly by surprise. Put Unicron in in a powerful forcefield with no way to escape. So, his choices were to stay trapped in my body, or in his own which wasn't imprisoned. Thanks to that, I got out of that deal 42 years early and with an enhanced body.

But that doesn't change what I lost. It was obvious, really. The warning signs were everywhere, I just didn't want to see them. I never expected it to work in the first place. We were too different and too similar. How were two failed heroes going to help each other? But I wanted it to work. Wanted him to love me. Wanted to love him. It wasn't enough.

I wonder if there was anything I could have done differently to make him stay. Maybe we never had a chance. Just like the others...

I loved them! I loved them and they left me! They didn't want to. But if I had been stronger or more appealing, maybe things could have been different! Maybe I could have made them stay.

Maybe I'm not a person, but I deserve love just like anyone else. Will my friends eventually go away too? Everything ends some day. Everything except chaos. Maybe I should get used to it. But I love them so much. I love all my friends. I don't want them to go. Don't want to be alone again.

What do I have to do to get what I want? I thought being powerful enough to protect my friends was enough but I need to make them stay. Keep them close. Maybe with Unicrons upgrades, but it may not be enough. I need to be stronger.





 
 
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